I hope it works out for you, I am just sitting here chilling. I check my dashboard Tuesday mornings to see is there is a change, I see no change... Get mad, throw some things, kick some things, cuss some people and then realize it's whatever and that I have anger problems haha. It can be a pretty rough process for sure and as long as you are taking care of yourself that is all that matters. A SGM friend of mine told me once, "That in order to ensure you are taking care of yourself in a process like this, you are going to make people think you are a shit bag. Don't worry, it's okay to look like a shit bag."
Just remember there is a reason you were referred to this process and no matter what anyone may say. They didn't walk in your shoes and less than two percent of this country sign up for what we do, so as long as you hold you head high and are proud of the time you have served, that is all that matters.