Recent content by anonymouse

I want to give up and kill myself. I get no support and I'm only getting worse. There is no hope.

Mike, That is exactly what is happening. Any personality disorder that i may have had was significantly exasperated for them to throw all of PTSD under that blanket. So, for me to leave an in-patient facility where the exit-diagnosis was PTSD to come back and have it immediately dropped from...

Question, by all means, I should have been MEB’d by now for a number of issues as the regs state that I should have over a year ago. I believe that a number of people at my clinic and in my Squadron are playing games to deny me of any post-military benefits. Recently, when I left an in-patient...

guess there isn't any help. thanks anyways.

Hello all, Recently I was diagnosed with Schizoid type A personality disorder. This has shown up in my live in conjunction with PTSD, anxiety, and depression. I understand that this is not rated by the VA. Can anyone help me with what this looks like? I don't think that the AF will...

Hello all, Backstory: Over the past several years, I have been struggling with what is now diagnosed as PTSD. I am still active duty, and am expecting to deploy shortly. However, I have had a reemergence of symptoms and will likely need to change meds. While I was supposed to...

How do I find real help for my issues? I'm tired of suffering through various therapies and medications that provide little help. I have to work much harder to maintain my career and education goals than my peers in order to appease my chain of command. I'm about ready to snap. Do I need to stop...

Thanks Tony. According to that, I would be rated somewhere between 50% and 70%. However, what is more important to me is getting real help. A 70% rating and being suicidal isn't a goal of mine.

I plan to ask my current providers at my next appointments about my options. But, I don't trust the military mental health system to put my needs first....

Thanks, I am purposefully being vague here, but I may have left out to much detail. I am active duty AF. I have seen several people, including, most recently, a social worker. Not sure if this person is one of the short-term folks that you speak of, or is more long-term as I have been under this...

Hi, Several years after I got back from Afghanistan, I had a reemergence of some mental health symptoms. Because the wonderful mental health folks at my base are worthless, I am being treated at a base down the road. Over the last year or so, my symptoms and quality of life have continued to...