I've been having panic attacks and mental problems, I failed 4 pt test in a row. I've failed the run.
I'm 5'11, 160, physically perfect.
Mock pt test with my flight commander: PASS every time, squadron mock pt test: pass everytime.
Official PT test date? Panic attacks, can't breath, stop running after like 1 minute, not even a lap.
I've lost orders to Germany, and most recently korea. Lost my A1C stripe 1 month from making SrA, demoted to e-2.
I tell my PCM these things after my orders to germany got canceled on the 3rd failure and demoted.
She tells me what I was experiencing was a panic attack and that I have generalized anxiety disorder?
put's me on an anti depressant and benzo.
3 months later, 4th pt test, fail.
Now my paper work is going in for admin discharge.
I go to mental health, because I was having suicidal thoughts. I get to see a therapist, I meet with the base psychiatrist, I tell er what's been going on and she says I may have bipolar disorder based off my list of symptoms? and he also put me on a new medication What the fuck?
It's been 1 month since the 4th failure and since I've been to mental health and meeting every week.
I'm in TAPS now.
I have no idea what the fuck is going on.
Shouldn't I be getting a god damn MEB? Apparently I have a mental problem, I'm getting kicked out on my crazy ass.
The freaking AFI says after the 1st failure I should have been evaluated for any problems, I had to go on my own after the 3rd failure.
Someone dropped the fucking ball, even the god damn shirt said that.
I'm 5'11, 160, physically perfect.
Mock pt test with my flight commander: PASS every time, squadron mock pt test: pass everytime.
Official PT test date? Panic attacks, can't breath, stop running after like 1 minute, not even a lap.
I've lost orders to Germany, and most recently korea. Lost my A1C stripe 1 month from making SrA, demoted to e-2.
I tell my PCM these things after my orders to germany got canceled on the 3rd failure and demoted.
She tells me what I was experiencing was a panic attack and that I have generalized anxiety disorder?
put's me on an anti depressant and benzo.
3 months later, 4th pt test, fail.
Now my paper work is going in for admin discharge.
I go to mental health, because I was having suicidal thoughts. I get to see a therapist, I meet with the base psychiatrist, I tell er what's been going on and she says I may have bipolar disorder based off my list of symptoms? and he also put me on a new medication What the fuck?
It's been 1 month since the 4th failure and since I've been to mental health and meeting every week.
I'm in TAPS now.
I have no idea what the fuck is going on.
Shouldn't I be getting a god damn MEB? Apparently I have a mental problem, I'm getting kicked out on my crazy ass.
The freaking AFI says after the 1st failure I should have been evaluated for any problems, I had to go on my own after the 3rd failure.
Someone dropped the fucking ball, even the god damn shirt said that.