Impact of getting better during TDRL for Mental Health

Turbo2

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TLDR: Medboarded out the of Navy Dec 2019 for MH, got better, transitioned out of meds and therapy but back to seeing therapist w/o medication. Coming up on 3 year mark and want to know what to anticipate with eventual TDRL re-eval (nothing scheduled yet).


Hi folks, thank you for all of your great support and advice. I've pushed a lot of people to this board and know you've had a positive impact on a lot of us struggling with this process.

I was put on TDRL in December 2019 for BP2 diagnosis at 70% DOD. I moved internationally to rejoin family and be with my support network, and then COVID hit. For about the first year of my PDRL, I saw a local therapist biweekly in addition to continuing meds. My Navy doc had left me with a massive med supply due to me moving to an area where obtaining new medications would be hard. I've still been unable to get a regular psychiatrist, and gradually stopped taking meds due to side effects that were just as bad as the BP itself and I was getting more confident that I could start managing my condition without. After about a year, I moved again for unrelated reasons, and I stopped seeing my therapist. I actually felt okay, and started taking college-level classes.

Since then, I have had a resurgence of many symptoms and have started seeing a therapist to help. I had an awful experience in general with medication, and think that I am better off continuing therapy without new meds. I am definitely "better" than my initial 70% rating, and I don't want to mislead anyone or get compensated for something I don't have. That said, I do want to continue seeing my therapist because I get a lot of benefit from that. I was able to take college-level courses and I'm set to graduate soon! I still have symptoms, but I am "managing" my condition pretty well all around.

I did recently decide to give away my firearms that were in relatively inaccessible storage due to brief episodes of hypomania and suicidal ideation, but actually felt really responsible/good that I could do that myself.

Question: How might the reevaluation board respond to stopping meds and therapy during TDRL, and now being only back to regular therapy? I'm not back to 100% and don't think I'll ever be, but I'm healthier than I was in the service and want to be honest about my condition. I haven't heard anything from the VA or the Navy since separation and want to get my ducks in a row for my eventual future re-eval.

Sorry for the book. I would appreciate any thoughts or comments on my situation. Am I going to be found fit for RTD? I'd really prefer not to go down that route. I don't know that I meet the requirements for PDRL (30%), but I'm more concerned about being honest than I am about "getting the money".
 
TLDR: Medboarded out the of Navy Dec 2019 for MH, got better, transitioned out of meds and therapy but back to seeing therapist w/o medication. Coming up on 3 year mark and want to know what to anticipate with eventual TDRL re-eval (nothing scheduled yet).


Hi folks, thank you for all of your great support and advice. I've pushed a lot of people to this board and know you've had a positive impact on a lot of us struggling with this process.

I was put on TDRL in December 2019 for BP2 diagnosis at 70% DOD. I moved internationally to rejoin family and be with my support network, and then COVID hit. For about the first year of my PDRL, I saw a local therapist biweekly in addition to continuing meds. My Navy doc had left me with a massive med supply due to me moving to an area where obtaining new medications would be hard. I've still been unable to get a regular psychiatrist, and gradually stopped taking meds due to side effects that were just as bad as the BP itself and I was getting more confident that I could start managing my condition without. After about a year, I moved again for unrelated reasons, and I stopped seeing my therapist. I actually felt okay, and started taking college-level classes.

Since then, I have had a resurgence of many symptoms and have started seeing a therapist to help. I had an awful experience in general with medication, and think that I am better off continuing therapy without new meds. I am definitely "better" than my initial 70% rating, and I don't want to mislead anyone or get compensated for something I don't have. That said, I do want to continue seeing my therapist because I get a lot of benefit from that. I was able to take college-level courses and I'm set to graduate soon! I still have symptoms, but I am "managing" my condition pretty well all around.

I did recently decide to give away my firearms that were in relatively inaccessible storage due to brief episodes of hypomania and suicidal ideation, but actually felt really responsible/good that I could do that myself.

Question: How might the reevaluation board respond to stopping meds and therapy during TDRL, and now being only back to regular therapy? I'm not back to 100% and don't think I'll ever be, but I'm healthier than I was in the service and want to be honest about my condition. I haven't heard anything from the VA or the Navy since separation and want to get my ducks in a row for my eventual future re-eval.

Sorry for the book. I would appreciate any thoughts or comments on my situation. Am I going to be found fit for RTD? I'd really prefer not to go down that route. I don't know that I meet the requirements for PDRL (30%), but I'm more concerned about being honest than I am about "getting the money".
First of if you are close to 3 years and nothing is scheduled you need to reach out to them ASAP. If you don't you will drop off and receive nothing. I will let others comment on the rest. Below is a previous comment I made about TDRL that sums up how I feel about it. I would never tell anyone to lie but know the system you work in and play the game. Certain parts do lend to Soldiers getting screwed.

"I very dislike TDRL. To me its kind of a joke. Think of it this way. You are diagnosed with PTSD. You are on TDRL. You get out and start to get better. You get rated down from 100% to 30%. Now that rating is fixed for life as PDRL. Now 5 more years go by and you are not in a good place. Your rating for the VA can go back up if it went down but your DOD% will forever be 30%. So in a way TDRL incentives you to not try to get better for fear of losing out financially. Also, without military structure many Soldiers in TDRL for mental health issues don't go to treatment or even attend their TDRL appointment ALL due to mental health issue affecting their judgment. TDRL hurts soldiers who are the most vulnerable. The ones that are least likely to be able to help themselves."
 
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