I have been in almost 7years.
I have been diagnosed with PTSD from an accident when I tried to save a kid from burning in a car. 4 kids died.
I lost 30 pounds
Don’t get sleep
Don’t eat often
Nightmares
Sometime I can’t drive.
Can’t do flames
I have no relationship to my family
I’m married with wife and kid and one in the way and I don’t even have emotions toward them. When I look at my daughter I don’t even see her as my daughter
I have no want to be in the navy. I actually feel like I’m growing hatred towards it because they just left me for so long and the doctors are sub par.
Etc.
I did not receive any help from the navy for 4 months(I assume because of COVID-19) and now that I have started getting treatment I feel the people they are connecting me with are just here to collect a check.
Everyday I am less and less connected to the navy.
And I can’t even express how I really feel to anyone because they immediately jump to suicide or they just don’t care enough to talk.
For the past 2 months I have been thinking about med board. I expressed it to my psychiatrist and he said “well I’m the approval for your med board and you get out in April so no”.
But I honestly don’t care if I have to stay in longer as long as I get the proper help I need and I get med board. I feel that there are a lot of benefits that are applicable to the process.
Any advice or inputs.
I have been diagnosed with PTSD from an accident when I tried to save a kid from burning in a car. 4 kids died.
I lost 30 pounds
Don’t get sleep
Don’t eat often
Nightmares
Sometime I can’t drive.
Can’t do flames
I have no relationship to my family
I’m married with wife and kid and one in the way and I don’t even have emotions toward them. When I look at my daughter I don’t even see her as my daughter
I have no want to be in the navy. I actually feel like I’m growing hatred towards it because they just left me for so long and the doctors are sub par.
Etc.
I did not receive any help from the navy for 4 months(I assume because of COVID-19) and now that I have started getting treatment I feel the people they are connecting me with are just here to collect a check.
Everyday I am less and less connected to the navy.
And I can’t even express how I really feel to anyone because they immediately jump to suicide or they just don’t care enough to talk.
For the past 2 months I have been thinking about med board. I expressed it to my psychiatrist and he said “well I’m the approval for your med board and you get out in April so no”.
But I honestly don’t care if I have to stay in longer as long as I get the proper help I need and I get med board. I feel that there are a lot of benefits that are applicable to the process.
Any advice or inputs.