Thank you for the response. I am hopeful that the surgery helps me as well, although my surgery will be selective neurectomy as opposed to triple.
Not to sound like a downer, but I would like to know, what keeps you going every day when you know that you will always be in some amount of pain? Have you been able to just focus on other things? This is something that I am currently struggling with. I have been in pain for many, many months now, and the only thing that keeps me going is the hope that one day I will be pain free. But if it gets to the point where I have done everything I can possibly do, I am still in pain, and have to accept that I will be that way for the rest of my life, I don't know if I will be able to go on anymore. I want so badly to live, but living in pain is not an option. So if it gets to that point, I may have to make a tough decision.
It isn't easy, but what has really helped me, and please, I beg you, go seek a pain psychologist. What so many pain patients, and heck, just about everybody who isn't a trained mental health professional, don't understand is that the pain cannot be treated with medicine/PT/acupuncture, etc. alone; there is a whole psychological aspect to it as well, as you are no doubt experiencing.
Chronic Pain causes depression and/or anxiety--for me, it's anxiety mostly. It took me almost two years to figure this out, and for the past 3+ years, I've been seeing a mental health professional (and TBH, I've being seeing both a psychologist and psychiatrist). And yes, I am taking medicine to help cope with the mental aspect as well.
Another 'mental' or 'emotional' aspect for me is feelings of 'inadequacy'. Just 6 years ago I could do whatever I needed to do around the house, and more importantly, the Navy; now? Not so much. There are times my wife has to do things in 'my domain' of the yard work, because I just can't. I know, I've tried and paid the price for several hours, and sometimes days, following. I also cannot do a lot of things that I used to do that I really enjoyed, so all of this is 'deflating', and without the help of a trained pain psychologist, I'd be much worse off than I am.
So again, please go speak with a pain psychologist, as they can give you, or I guess the better way to say it is train you in some techniques to help you deal with the emotional side of chronic pain, because medicine or procedures/surgery alone are not the end all, be all to chronic pain, as you can fully attest to.
On another note, I was absolutely SHOCKED to find out I've been found FIT for my conditions. I will be counseled on the paperwork here shortly. So now I need to decide if I'm going to request a Formal PEB or not. I want to stay in the Navy, but not at the cost of going through this process every year until either a) they find me UNFIT eventually, or b) I make it to retirement. This process is nerve racking, to say the least, and since they started the process back in August, I've developed a shoulder issue, but I'm still in the phase of figuring out the issue behind the pain. So far, all I have is an X-Ray that shows I have a calcification, but haven't gone through any other diagnostic method yet, and am in the midst of changing Drs., so it may be a few weeks before I get an Ultrasound done. I think I'm going to post this is a fresh thread to seek guidance. I don't know what would be best to do.