It has been great to find this thread and reaching out to some of the members to see their experiences. I wanted to add part of my story to the thread and see if we could get the thread going again with some information. I am at 15 years Army and currently on AD. I am lucky enough to have Tricare Prime Remote which gets me to private doctors and keeps me off the Army radar for the past couple years. That is going to come to an end soon though since my command now has evidence of my memory issues. They don't know much else but that is going to get me to a Fit for Duty board it appears so all my files will have to come out soon. I just recently was pointed toward MS after several years of seeing specialists for each of my symptoms but none of them really seeing the big picture or not caring. Most thought it was just PTSD and nuerotherapy would help. EEG testing showed right side and right frontal lobe not firing in proper ranges. MRI showed "hyperintensities are present in deep white matter" in 2013 and 2014 didn't specifically say lesions though so new MRI being ordered.
My personal symptoms:
1. Depression, anxiety, mood swings (which they were linking to the PTSD) Social withdraw, social awkwardness, and hypervigilance in crowds (constant)
2. Sharp pain in my joints that motrin or codein does nothing for. I explain it to people as like a hot electric knife is being jabbed into the location. Normally behind knee caps, elbow, neck, and shoulder blades. Xrays of all those areas showed "nothing out of the ordinary". (comes and goes month to month)
3. Bathroom problems. I won't go into detail on that one but lack of control in general. (pretty constant)
4. Memory issues that have been getting worse for 3 years now, started with long term memory loss, moved to add short term memory loss, and finally added in common sense loss. Meaning I do a lot more stupid things now like pour hot grease from my skillet into a plastic trash cash with plastic bag thinking it will hold it. (constant)
5. Dizzinesess, lack of balance, and the world is spinning. (comes and goes from month to month)
6. numbness, tingling pricky feeling in limbs mostly arms, legs, feet and hands. (comes and goes from month to month)
7. Eye pain behind the eye and all around them with blurred vision and problems with halos at night (comes and goes)
8. Uncontrollable whole body shaking or hand shaking (comes and goes)
9. uncontrollable facial muscle twitching (comes and goes)
10. New difficulty in reasoning and problem solving in general. Stare at things trying to figure out how to work it or fix it.
11. Slurred speech, my wife calls mumbling (comes and goes)
12. Fatigue and just plain tired all the time
13. Excessive sweating, like top of head/face legs, check like a faucet.
14. ED
15. problems with names and words in everyday life. I do a lot of describing now like things I can't think of the word for at the moment. I use my hands a lot and get frustrated I can't think of the word.
16. lack of interest in anything I use to find fun. Unable to have true fun with the kids or wife anymore. Enjoy "doing" stuff for them and seeing them happy but the happiness I once had is gone as far as getting in there and doing the stuff with them and enjoying myself.
My doctor is going to do a new MRI, blood tests, and maybe spinal before he makes it official "MS". But he says he can't figure out anything else it would be with all the above symptoms.
Neurotherapy did nothing for me and PTSD therapy helps only with calming myself somewhat in public environments. I have tried multiple drugs for depression and anxiety and none have really helped as of yet. So fingers crossed that we are on the right track now and maybe an improved quality of life. Even if that means not making it to my 20 years of service. I won't get to keep retirement and VA in the end because of that but I am OK with that if I can improve my life in general. I know the VA percentages and DOD medical retirement percentages vary greatly from case to case so just roll the dice and hope for the best. At least from what I am told 30% or more DOD and you get Tricare for life which is key with MS I assume.
So next steps are get to the official MS diagnosis.
Probably getting command referred to fit for duty board based on memory alone which will lead me to everyone else's road on here of MEB/PEB.
If anyone else wants to share symptoms, or their experience navigating the military with MS that would be great. This website has helped me a lot understand a lot of different things and I appreciate that it is here.