Hello everyone,
First off, thanks to everyone who regularly participates on the site. It has been a huge help and really eased a lot of my anxiety about the process. I don't think my PEBLO is bad, but I have had to be more proactive about reaching out to her than vice versa.
I am currently at the IPEB level (hopefully, if they accepted my case, which was signed by the CA and sent up on 3 Feb) and being med boarded for PTSD and Generalized Anxiety Disorder. Most of it is related to 2 tours I did in Afghanistan. I'm really grateful to the doctor of mine that took the choice from me and said "it's time, you can no longer perform in the way you need to" even though that's very hard to hear.
My question is about potentially submitting a VARR. I did manage to get someone at the VA to send me my proposed ratings which are at 90%. My PEBLO did say that it's pretty freaking likely that the DOD comes back at 30% or greater and that it's time to start preparing for all that retirement entails (we live in Hawaii, so it will be a big move back to the mainland, etc). So with the presumption I do get retired, I have some questions about submitting a VARR. I obviously can't yet see what the VA rated me for PTSD and GAD, but I did go through the mental health DBQ from my VA claim. The doctor diagnosed me with PTSD, Generalized Anxiety Disorder, Major depressive disorder, and alcohol use disorder. She listed out a lot of the stressors related to these for me (MST, seeing too much from missions like child exploitation, death, etc) but does note that it's essentially too difficult to determine if her diagnoses for all those conditions can be 'separated' since so many of the symptoms of each overlap with the other. However, I did go back in my actual medical record and saw that I was diagnosed with anxiety and panic attacks BEFORE I ever went to Afghanistan. Once I see what the VA actually rated me for all my mental health stuff, as I understand it, I can only request a VARR for whatever conditions I was being "boarded" for....so just the PTSD and GAD, right? I believe my argument would be, either that those conditions be rated separately but with the condition that they do aggravate each other, or that if all my diagnoses be lumped together than that they consider raising my rating as they compound. Additionally, I did not receive anything on my claim about insomnia, which I did claim as a condition, but was never addressed with a DBQ that I can see.
Any help or advice would be super appreciated, as well as opinions on if it is worth it to try to up the 90% to 100%. I am really struggling with feeling selfish thinking of asking for it, as I know there are people that abuse the system, and I've talked a lot about it with my doc. He said, yes there are people that do it, but you NOT asking for what you deserve doesn't fix any of that. I am married with 2 young kids and am very scared that my symptoms will stay bad enough that I will struggle to find and keep work and don't know how I would continue to support my family long-term, and I Know that's the point of disability and to get it up to 100% would be life changing. My doctor initially spoke about it like he couldn't see a way that I wouldn't get to that level, so, just putting this all out there for thoughts.
Thanks friends, stay safe.
First off, thanks to everyone who regularly participates on the site. It has been a huge help and really eased a lot of my anxiety about the process. I don't think my PEBLO is bad, but I have had to be more proactive about reaching out to her than vice versa.
I am currently at the IPEB level (hopefully, if they accepted my case, which was signed by the CA and sent up on 3 Feb) and being med boarded for PTSD and Generalized Anxiety Disorder. Most of it is related to 2 tours I did in Afghanistan. I'm really grateful to the doctor of mine that took the choice from me and said "it's time, you can no longer perform in the way you need to" even though that's very hard to hear.
My question is about potentially submitting a VARR. I did manage to get someone at the VA to send me my proposed ratings which are at 90%. My PEBLO did say that it's pretty freaking likely that the DOD comes back at 30% or greater and that it's time to start preparing for all that retirement entails (we live in Hawaii, so it will be a big move back to the mainland, etc). So with the presumption I do get retired, I have some questions about submitting a VARR. I obviously can't yet see what the VA rated me for PTSD and GAD, but I did go through the mental health DBQ from my VA claim. The doctor diagnosed me with PTSD, Generalized Anxiety Disorder, Major depressive disorder, and alcohol use disorder. She listed out a lot of the stressors related to these for me (MST, seeing too much from missions like child exploitation, death, etc) but does note that it's essentially too difficult to determine if her diagnoses for all those conditions can be 'separated' since so many of the symptoms of each overlap with the other. However, I did go back in my actual medical record and saw that I was diagnosed with anxiety and panic attacks BEFORE I ever went to Afghanistan. Once I see what the VA actually rated me for all my mental health stuff, as I understand it, I can only request a VARR for whatever conditions I was being "boarded" for....so just the PTSD and GAD, right? I believe my argument would be, either that those conditions be rated separately but with the condition that they do aggravate each other, or that if all my diagnoses be lumped together than that they consider raising my rating as they compound. Additionally, I did not receive anything on my claim about insomnia, which I did claim as a condition, but was never addressed with a DBQ that I can see.
Any help or advice would be super appreciated, as well as opinions on if it is worth it to try to up the 90% to 100%. I am really struggling with feeling selfish thinking of asking for it, as I know there are people that abuse the system, and I've talked a lot about it with my doc. He said, yes there are people that do it, but you NOT asking for what you deserve doesn't fix any of that. I am married with 2 young kids and am very scared that my symptoms will stay bad enough that I will struggle to find and keep work and don't know how I would continue to support my family long-term, and I Know that's the point of disability and to get it up to 100% would be life changing. My doctor initially spoke about it like he couldn't see a way that I wouldn't get to that level, so, just putting this all out there for thoughts.
Thanks friends, stay safe.