We have so much in common you and I. I was wondering what the outcome of your case was. I am bipolar also and often switch from wanting to stay in to getting out and also popped hot for pot (once after I got raped I smoked) never before or since then wouldn't ya know it? I am going along with the doctors NARSUM and commanders letter and not fighting it for the fact that I want to get home and get on with my life. I deploy every 6 months and can't handle it. I don't know if handling a weopon would be a problem for me but I don't think it's a good idea. Any thoughts/info/opinions/outcomes you have would be helpful as my package just got sent out today... Thank you! =D