7 years in E-6 Army. Diagnosed with Lyme's many years ago (while in the Army) after experiencing alot of migraines. Got brain scan and there was some lesions on my brain. Took antibiotics and stopped having migraines. Yet I believe the lesions would still be there.
However, in the past year or so I've had a lot of panic attacks and alot of anxiety of little things than ever before. For example, I cannot stop worrying about the most minor or almost irrelevant stuff (social interactions, earthquakes, going to the the range and holding a weapon.)
Being in the Army never used to be this hard. Yet now being in just isn't the same. I have a mental health appointment coming soon. I know the doctor will suggest taking stuff like Xanax or Prozac or whatever else. However, I've had a family member nearly commit suicide from taking that stuff and I just have a personal or even religious belief when it comes to that.
Questions are: 1. What is my chance of MEB? I fear that they're going to make me fulfill the rest of my contract and that just seems to be too many more years of agony.
2. How do I deny these medications? What do I tell the doctor? Is personal belief because of family trauma reasonable enough?
Thanks
However, in the past year or so I've had a lot of panic attacks and alot of anxiety of little things than ever before. For example, I cannot stop worrying about the most minor or almost irrelevant stuff (social interactions, earthquakes, going to the the range and holding a weapon.)
Being in the Army never used to be this hard. Yet now being in just isn't the same. I have a mental health appointment coming soon. I know the doctor will suggest taking stuff like Xanax or Prozac or whatever else. However, I've had a family member nearly commit suicide from taking that stuff and I just have a personal or even religious belief when it comes to that.
Questions are: 1. What is my chance of MEB? I fear that they're going to make me fulfill the rest of my contract and that just seems to be too many more years of agony.
2. How do I deny these medications? What do I tell the doctor? Is personal belief because of family trauma reasonable enough?
Thanks